bizarre love comeback?! part 2

yes its a part two.. because that night, right after i wrote that blog, i receive a missed call and one text message from him. to whom do i refer? my ex-boyfriend! this was his text message to me...

"wat would you do if i tell you i love you? would you say...
a.i love you too
b.sorry
c.weeh? di nga?! (really?)
d.d hell i care?!
e.mas mhal kita (i love you more)
f.maghanap ka ng kausap mo! (find someone to talk to)
antayin ko ah! hehehe. (i'll wait for your reply!)"

after i've received that message i immediately consulted to my dear friend burn and ask her what would she react if her ex sends that message to her. she said that it's normal for her since her ex is really flirty, and my case is different. my ex is not the flirty type of guy. he makes friends then if its posseble he would make friends and lovers at the same time. or so i thought. so why did he send me that message? is it a sign that he's willing to reconcile with me? what was it all about? and then another message he sent out to me was "hi!" and i replied "hi too!" but he didn't reply. what's into him that his sending out those messages to me? and just only me? because i asked my friend maricel if she received the same text message and she said she didn't receive any messages from him. and that's when i realized that he really just want to ask me how would i react if he said those words again. it's really freaking me out. all i'm asking is why does he send those messages and leave "hanging questions" that really bothers me. and why does it even bothers me? i thought i have moved on and i definitely don't love him anymore. but why? why am i excited to know what he really wants from me? agrh... why do even bother?

bizarre love comeback?!

The other day I’m thinking of something, well, really bizarre. I thought of going back to where I used to be. What I meant by that is, going back to the person I used to go out with. Although I don’t love him anymore, I still have this sort of, longing for him and I really don’t know why. I’m starting to think of telling to him that I want to be his girlfriend again. And that was I had planned, but I’m also thinking of what my friends would say, that they might be mad at me for going back to him even though I know that I don’t love him anymore. When me and my friend burn are eating at country style she asked a the question that really stunned me, “what if you go back to your relationship with him?”. Oh my God! At first I thought it was just a joke, but she’s not laughing, not even smiling so I guess she must be serious then. But the thing of it is, why did she ask that question? Is she and her ex are together again? Or is my ex pleading to her to tell me to come back to him? What? I’m really freaked out right now. What will going to happen in the next few days? I’ll see about that.